Have I\

A friend of mine says I've changed. I'm no longer as fun as I used to be.
Shucks. Oh well. After O's. I'll definitely be fun!

Don't worry Zaki, I'll be fun soon. Just not now. :)

Argh\

Back at Mum's place. Things aren't the same no more. I'm cold and distant to him. I don't talk or mantion his name now. To hell with him.


He says he likes me, I keep quiet.
He doesn't say anything, but I like him.



Studies, studies, studies.
And I still hate that hypocrite :)

Thankyouverymuch.

Sigh/

My leg is still sore from yesterday :) I still have yet to bathe and catch up on my studies and sleep. =|

I miss a whole lot of people. And and, I think I've lost the ability to take nice photos. Goooooddddd!



And I still want a hot boyfriend :D ):

She\

She's a bloody hypocrite. She's a god damn good liar. She's a fake.

She, not you. =| Still not happy.

Beats By The Bay\

Just came back from Baybeats. Went with Aqilah, Ida, Ryan, Farnaim, Zaki, Omar and Ezzat. Saw like 839752039 people whom I recognised through Friendster and friends. All of them looked the same. It's like, I the same person over and over again cos they dressed and looked the same. Still, some of the guys caught my eyes.

I made new friends when the rest went moshing. Fuck lah, the rest of the people there were high and they were dancing very weirdly. We was laughing at them, me and Ida. Funny fuck lah they all. I was just swaying to the music. Ida then had to leave to meet her sis. I was left alone naturally. Thank God for kind souls who don't mind talking to strangers :) Then Omar came back.

This went on till 1130. Lucky the music were kinda good. Aqilah injured her wrist while moshing. They managed to bodysurf though. The people who were high passed out lah, vomit lah, fight lah, get drunk lah. Nonsense! Saw Muhaimin and gang when walking back. Surprise surprise, they were also high. Fiqah's pretty :D

My feet's sore.
I saw many cute guys.
People who're high are not cool when they mosh.
People at Esplanade all look the same, seriously.
I saw Robot and she was like, whateverrrr! Fugly.
I still miss someone :\

GOODNIGHT WORLD! :DD

TGIF/

Today was awesome. Ok, just really fun. Haha. Bonded with some classmates of mine. Hear that Jeremy Chua, BONDED! We do have 'class spirit' ok mothertoot. Ha. If you actually put aside your pride and ego and your know-it-all attitude, you'll realise that we are somehow bonded. perhaps you shouldn't have the tee since we're not 'bonded' enough for you.

Apart from that, we ended school at 1230 but we reached home at 6pm. We spent about 3 to 4 hours bitching, gossiping, talking, sharing secrets with each other. In other words, bonded ;) It was funny shit. Especially me. Haha. I kept on laughing at/to myself. Seriously, Imma bimbo. That's what bimbos do. Phoebe is not a bimbo. We should do his more often guys. Yeah, it was 2 girls and 6 boys. Haha! They're nice dudes who irritate the hell out of me. We laughed our guts out lah! Seriously! It's been some time since I laughed that hard.

Reached home at 615. Went out at 7pm. I had English night classes. Managed to persuade the dudes to come along. Blah blah. Class ended at 915pm. We slacked underneath my old block. The guys were telling ghost stories lah! Then Hanis and I were scared so we started hurling vulgarities at them and screaming. I pulled their hairs. It was all in good fun. We sent Hanis back home cos she was scared no thanks to the guys. Afterwards, we were at the bus stop and Hairil and I thought we saw Robot's bf. His actions and body were the same so we went opposite to spy. Buuuuuttttt, we saw Andy and gang then we lost sight of him. Damn lah. Mission TUE failed. )': TopUpEzlink cos my friend had to go to the 711 opposite to do that and that was mine and Hairil's excuse to go opposite. But hey, at least I got to see Andy after eons of years of not seeing him :) Rusydi sent me and Safi back and here I am.

Actually lots of stuffs happened. I'm just too lazy to elaborate. My eyes are like shutting soon.

Oh oh, I HATE MDM NURMAH thankyouverymuch! Like, totally hate her!

I miss someone. I hate someone. Lalalalalalaa~

Ho hmm/

She hasn't replied my email. Perhaps, she's forgotten who I am seeing she's replaced me already. Oh well, friends come and go. Anyhoos, I'm bored. I want a boyfriend lah. Perhaps I should invent one! But then I won't be able to smooch him leh. Nvmd nvmd.

I am so effing bored, tired and sleepy. And I have a dozen homeworks and revision to do. Fuck the examinations lah. Studies are controlling my life! The lists of things to do and study is endless. I'm not supposed to have any time to kill. I'm supposed to fill up my time with studying, studying, studying! NONSTOP! Nvmd nvmd, only 3 more months. Then I can laugh at the rest of you people out there. I guess the saying 'Patience is a virtue' is suitable now.

And oh, there was this aquantaince of mine in class. She's a wannabe. Seriously. She doesn't have her own style. She rips off people. She wanna act all so cool and pretty and rich. Thing id, she isn't AT ALL. She uses Burberry and all but all of who know her pity her mum. She is living off her mum. Her mum struggles day and night and this is how her dearest daughter repay her back. As I was saying, she's willing to go alllllllllllll the way to make herself look good. Even in school. She'll be the one with foundation, blusher, mascara on her face. She even brought a hairspray to school once! What the hell. She's trying very very very very hard to impress the non-existant hot guys in our school. Don't even get me started on what she did during RHD. Let's just say, a hairdresser did her hair and she performed a 'fashion show.' Today, she tried to follow my hairstyle. I don't comb my hair so it looks naturally messy. She on the other hand, rebonds her hair and all with dozens of clip to make her hair neat. She came to school with a bun and at 10am, she made her hair all messy. It looks bloody unnatural! It was like a horse's mane for goodness sakes! We were all laughing at her. Laughing so loudly while saying how ridiculous she looked. My oh my, she looked so bad. I texted Joan and we had a good laugh about it.

Ok, I want to sleep. Very tired. =

My imaginary boyfriend! Can you see him? He is so hot! The perfect guy :) I love him <3

The girl and Robot can go have sex and reach orgasm while screaming Umbrella. Those who know what I mean should understand. Or according to a teacher, "Go fly a kite under the thunderstorm."

:D LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! HE"S BETTER THAN YOURS!